I would think, “What has happened to humans? Why are they entangled in this drama business and doing wrong things?” But who could I tell? I was all alone.

That time when I came here, the only problem was what should be done. After coming here, when I saw that these rakshasas were mesmerizing people, then I understood that if the Sahasrara was not somehow opened, God knows where the people would drift to. As a consequence, the followers – the seekers of God, the seekers of truth – God knows where they might go.

Then after noticing this, the next day, early in the morning, I was at the seacoast for the full night. I was alone and I felt very good. There was nobody to disturb me. Then in my meditation, I thought again, “Let the Sahasrara be opened.” And as soon as I desired it, that let the Brahmarandra of the Sahasrara be opened. I saw my Kundalini in my own being, shooting up like a telescope: khat, khat, khat. Its colour was like the combination of all the colours of the diyas that you have lit here.

Then I saw the outer yantra of that Kundalini was rising up and up and up, looking just like the colour of iron when it gets hot in a furnace. At every chakra, there was a noise ‒ khat, khat, khat ‒ and the Kundalini pierced the Brahmarandra. My piercing didn’t matter. But I saw that it would now be easier in the universe. I felt that some power, whatever it was, dawned into my inner being and a cool breeze came from all around me.

Now I understood that there was no harm in starting my work because whatever complications were there, were now over. With full confidence, I thought that now the time had come.

Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi